91 Bella Bella stared at Parker a little bit on the confused side ; by his statement , but she was also now thinking about everything that hed asked her and those words Freya or your wolf ? It was a very odd statement for him to make .
What do you mean ? She finally asked after a full minute of thought .
Freya is not your wolf , you just stated that she was your mothers , Parker replied .
And yes , that was what Freya had told her as well , but she was her wolf.
Freya was the one that she shifted into , or that Freya ripped out of , and she was the voice that she could hear inside her own mind .
So , by that definition , one could only come to the conclusion that Freya was her wolf .
Is it Freya that cant be seen or is it your own wolf , which Freya hides from everyone , including yourself ? Parker asked her now .
Again , she was a little bit confused , and she couldnt ask Freya at this time .
She was sleeping .
Um , I dont know how to answer that .
She shook her head finally .
But even as she watched Parker stroll away a few minutes later , to think about it himself , she thought .
She couldnt stop her mind from ticking away on that very question .
Selena always Im seemed to be annoyed with Freya , and Freyas statement of Despite what Selena says , protecting you .
Maybe it wasnt Freya that couldnt be seen .
Maybe what Parker had just asked was actually correct .
Maybe she had a wolf that wasnt Freya and somehow Freya could keep her dormant and from coming forth .
It sounded completely crazy to her .
Everyone who was wolfen knew who their wolf was , could shift into them and talk to them .
She was no different ; but anything was possible .
It was she knew worth pondering over as well .
She had to shake it off and pull herself from her thoughts , refocus on Milly , but it was there nagging her and there in the back of her mind were all the little things that had been a curiosity to her over the course of her lifetime .
The echo inside her mind when she felt pain , which her own wolf would have felt as well .
She recalled it when Parker had accepted her rejection and again in the hotel room later that night when she had severed herself from the pack and Parker as her Alpha .
In both of those instances shed heard an echo of pain inside her mind from her wolf .
Maybe it wasnt just 1/4 +8 Paints 91 Freya that she heard .
Maybe that echo was another wolf inside her mind .
Then there was , of course , the way she was disconnected from not only Freya but every other wolfen person she knew .
That wasnt a wolfen trait at all .
Then to add to that , how she felt when Selena and Freya interacted , when she was asleep in the darkness of Freyas mind .
A place that felt warm and soft , comfortable , like there was something in the darkness with her .
What if Parker was right ? And those moments she was put to sleep and that feeling was when she was with her beast , her actual wolf , and that was why she felt that way , didnt fear it , kind of liked being inside Freyas mind .
It could also be why Freya never let Vex call her out , or mate her .
Because he wasnt Freyas mate .
Freya had told her she didnt have a Mate down here in the human realm .
Freya also told her that Whitney wasnt her pup … That one had confused her a lot , considering they were one and the same , but if Parker was right , that Freya had hi jacked her body .
Then it was entirely possible that all those little things , when added up , meant that Freya wasnt her wolf and that was why Freya said some of the weird things she did .
Bella also now wondered if that was why she felt so disconnected from the wolfen world itself , from other pack members , because she wasnt truly whole .
Hell , for all she knew , she might not even be wolfen at that rate .
She could be bloody anything at all .
Who was to say that her mother was even wolfen ? What if Freya had also hi jacked her mothers body , like she had herself ? That was also possible , she now realised .
If this wolf of hers could just jump from body to body at her own will .
It was too confusing to figure out on her own .
She also had no idea if Freya would even answer those questions .
If she asked them either , that wolf of hers only answered what she wanted to , when she wanted to .
Only emerged when she wanted to , though she had looked at Whitney a lot growing up , still did once or twice a week in the privacy of their own home .
Dinner was nice , though she raised an eyebrow at his very nice dress code , it was to her a bit over the top , and she kind of stared at him when he pulled a chair out for her .
He just smiled at her and murmured in her ear , I can be a gentleman .
She nodded at that and sat down .
She knew that he could be .
Hed always pulled her chair out for her at mating balls to sit next to him and stood when she did if she was leaving the table , had always asked her if he needed to go with her .
Always offered his hand to her when hed 218 +8 Point : 91 gotten up for that first dance at his mating balls , and asked her to dance with him .
Not just grabbed her and made her go with him .
Hed also been the perfect gentleman for the past six months , always polite and smiled at her a lot , asking her if he could join her , even if it was just to walk across the pack with him or to sit and talk with her .
He got permission for everything .
She saw Whit smile and kind of look away , shake his head a little even , and nearly asked him what he found so amusing , when it actually dawned on her ; the way Parker was dressed , where they were eating , that hed come to the house and picked them all up , in his car even .
Was this a date ? she wondered .
Shed not been on many of those , only like half a dozen with Reed , when hed been inside the Hollowed Moon .
She wanted to ask Parker now , but also wasnt going to do that in front of Whitney and Milly .
Though both children were in this room , so maybe it was just a family dinner , as in this was what he wanted ? Her brain was ticking once again .
Especially when an omega came into the room dressed formally and handed them all a menu , and it was neatly printed and oddly specific to those in this very room .
It had childrens meals written there , appropriate meals for a four year old as well as a nine year old .
There were shared plates for four that catered to both adults and childrens taste buds , and several of her favourite dishes to eat were on this menu , as well as the white wine she liked to drink .
It was a little bit on the weird side , she thought , though Aston and Gretta had both been curious as to whether shed not only move back here to the pack , so that Whitney could be instated as the heir , but as to if she herself would accept being Parkers Mate and Luna once more , because they believed hed want that .
Shed not read anything into it ; his actions or words over the past six months , but now as she sat there at the dinner table , she was thinking about that .
The man she now thought over the past six months had been trying to get to know her properly .
This very dinner that he had clearly planned out showed that hed actively listened to the things shed said or ate as well .
He was talking to Whit and interacting with Milly as well .
Her daughter was a little bit jealous of Whit and all the time he now spent with Parker .
But Parker had actively been trying to interact with Milly as well .
Even now , in this room , he was doing that .
Her eyes met Whits , and he bit his lips together and then picked up his glass of soda and drank from it .
Her eyes narrowed on him .
She wasnt the best at picking up signals , and she 3/4 91 +8 Point : knew it , because she was so disconnected from things .
But this dinner appeared to be amusing for her son .
It was , she thought , because Whit himself either knew something she didnt or could , at the age of nine , see what shed missed with his own father , and thought it was funny that she was so completely oblivious to it .
