Denied 2

2 1459Words Belladonna Bella thought there was no pup simply because she didnt want one and her wolf certainly didnt want one to a Mate that was not her Fated or that was how it felt to Bella.

Neither of them were at all interested in having a pup with a Mate that was going to, at some point in time, whether it be in the near or far future, reject them for his Goddess-Gifted when she came along.

Why would anyone want to do that when they knew that their Alpha Mate would be sending them away, pretty much just tossing them out of his pack and without their pups, making them sever their kind bond to however many pups they had and loved.

No she-wolf she knew would agree with that, it was insane; and neither she nor Freya, her wolf, were interested in that happening to them.

Parker had made a few comments over the years about it, and shed stared at him, stated simply, Maybe, Selena doesnt want us to have a pup, Parker.

To which hed retort, And maybe youre infertile.

Sounding a bit on the angry side about it.

Could well be, shed nodded at him simply.

Shed not taken offense to his words.

Though she wasnt infertile.

Shed been tested a few years back along with himself after that very comment.

Shed thought hed gone away and thought about his own words, and maybe come to the conclusion that one of them was infertile.

So theyd both been tested at his request, and they were both fine and capable of conceiving a pup, apparently.

It just wasnt meant to be as far as she was concerned, and she was honestly glad of it.

Though during her heats, Parker knotted her every time he came, and she him back, liked the bloody feeling of it as much as he did, and she knew it.

She understood that being knotted to ones Mate kind of made you feel whole, that it was part of the mate bond as well.

He had in fact knotted her this morning, had looked right down at her while still knotted to her and sighed softly, contentedly.

She knew he liked the feeling of being knotted to her.

All wolves did unless they werent their Mate.

His blue eyes had looked into her blue ones, and hed murmured softly as hed looked down at her, a gentle smile on his face, An heir would be nice, dont you think Belladonna.

He hadnt said it in months, and shed been a little surprised to hear him bring it once more, she had thought hed give up on that thought, though the way he said her name softly, almost sounded like he cared at that moment.

She knew better though, he never shortened her name like everyone else inside the pack did.

He was the only one to call her Belladonna, and she was certain that he did it, to remind himself she was his Chosen Mate.

I guess it would.

Shed answered him.

It was all she ever said on the subject of a pup between them.

Shed only ever actually said no once, and it had set him and his beast off into a fit of rage.

Shed not really understood that.

He didnt love her, she knew that.

But shed never dared to say it again.

Because his anger over her declining to even think it was a good idea, had filtered into the pack.

The pack had been on edge over his foul mood, and shed seen him stomping around and grating out orders at everyone.

Hed been cranky about it for over a week.

So now she stated she guessed it would be, instead of telling him no she didnt want one with him.

To save the pack from his temper was all, something he had, but she rarely saw, the pack rarely saw, and she had a feeling he tried not to lose it for no reason at all.

The pack did like him, respect him and were happy with him as their Alpha.

Sometimes she wondered what that war with her home pack had been all about.

She didnt recall there being a war, perse, there had been a full threat of one, that much she did know.

Though her father and Parker had probably not wanted that war and tried everything to stop it before it got started.

Shed not been privy to that and during those two days everyone had been sequestered to their homes.

Though she did know there had been a wolfen force at the border of the pack.

She shook off her thoughts, she didnt need a trip down memory lane, that was a long time ago.

She ate her breakfast in the dining room as she always did, smiled at the wolves in here eating as well.

Chuckled as a boy of six climbed up onto the seat next to her and tugged on her arm Luna, mummys going to have her baby today.

Is she now? shed smiled down at him.

Yes, daddy took her to the hospital just a minute ago.

Bella smiled at him Are you excited to meet your little sister Franky? she asked him.

He smiled big up at her Aunty Becky is watching me.

Bella looked up to find Rebekah his aunt walking this way.

She was heavily pregnant herself.

Daisy just went into labour, Luna.

Rebekah told her as she walked over to her.

I just heard; Frankys excited.

She ruffled his blond hair.

How are you doing today, Becky? Alright, will you be going to the hospital soon? Becky asked.

Yes, right after breakfast.

Everything will be fine with your sister; Ive not lost a pup yet and am not about to start today.

She reassured Becky.

Bella had gone into heat six months ago.

This was going to be a busy week here inside the pack.

Her last heat had been very unexpected.

Had come in the middle of the night, out of nowhere and Parker had not been in the pack for it either.

That first night had been agony locked in her suite, unable to sate the needs from her heat.

But hed come back in short order, when hed been informed she was in heat, and shed been on him the moment hed walked into her suite, practically ripped his pants off him and shoved him down all alpha aggression, and she ridden the hell out of him with all shed had right by the suites entry door.

He hadnt cared, had enjoyed it himself, enjoyed all her heats while they lasted.

He got to have s*x for hours every day and half the nights as well, it was all rough and raw, both their alpha-blooded needs in full swing.

They were both very aggressive about getting what they wanted during her heats.

It was kind of unavoidable, she thought.

Just their bloodlines.

She pulled herself from her thoughts and made her way to the packs hospital, pulled on her scrubs.

Today she was wearing soft blue scrubs with sloths all over them; she thought they were cute.

The pack hospital had, had a uniform when shed arrived in this pack, black scrubs, shed gotten rid of them, thought they were very unfriendly, and some of the packs children whod never been in the hospital before had shied away from the nurses and doctors on their first visit.

Now all the nurses and doctors wore fun scrubs with patterns all over them, some even tailored them to the seasons.

It had helped the children relax and be comfortable.

They did have a standard uniform for after war or pack attacks, when their wolves were grieving the loss of loved ones.

Simple respectful scrubs that were mint green and white.

Despite being brought here as a Chosen Mate and Luna, Parker did expect her to attend all Luna duties, and she did them well.

He couldnt fault her on that.

He didnt have any complaints, and had actually told her she made a good Luna to his pack.

That had been just a few years back.

Shed just smiled and nodded, accepted the compliment from him, they were few and far between, had told him in return, I like the pack members, theyre nice to me.

and they were.

Ill always do my best for them, Parker.

The Lustrous Moon was a much nicer pack to her than her home pack had been.