98 Parker The moment hed been mind linked by Axel that something was wrong with Belladonnas eyes , and told where she was , hed been up and gone from his office .
It did surprise him a little that she was up on the Alpha floor , but it wasnt completely odd at the same time .
Shed lived up there once .
She was still coming down the hallway , and he saw what Axel had reported to him , the bright blue that was now around the pupils of her eyes .
She was upset as well .
He could see it for himself .
That bothered him a lot , for not once in all the time hed known her had she ever cried .
Not in her coming here , not in him marking and mating her , not in her rejecting him , or leaving the pack .
Nothing upset her , couldnt he didnt think , with the exception of her children , due to her disconnection from everyone and everything around her .
He could do nothing for her right that moment either , nothing but try and comfort her , so he pulled her into his chest and hugged her , tried to convey everything would be alright , that even if she lost Freya , he would still be there for her .
She would still be the same person to him , to Vex .
Because Freya had never let them see her or mate her and although it was sad to hear those words come from her , it wasnt going to change who she was .
She was a doctor , a mother of two and the woman he loved .
Nothing would ever change that for him .
He sat her down in his office and got her that cup of tea , then sat in front of her .
He had been about to tell her theyd figure it out and find something to tell Whit and Milly, but when he looked at her , her eyes were back to being just dark blue .
Belladonna , your eyes are normal once more , he told her .
All dark blue .
W … What ? she got up after putting her tea down and went to his bathroom .
He followed her and watched her stare at herself , really look at herself for a long moment before turning to him I dont understand .
Did I imagine it ? she asked .
No , Axel and Bridgit both saw it .
I saw it myself , he answered , and guided her back to the couch in his office .
What happened upstairs ? he asked .
I dont know .
She shook her head .
I only know Freya requested that I stay here until the triplets are born , not to leave the pack .
1/4 ( 98 * 8 Points > Triplets ? Parker frowned , though he liked the idea of her staying here for a long stay , and not leaving at the end of next week .
Mm , Axel and Bridgit are having triplets .
She nodded .
Though I cant explain how Freya knew that .
She shook her head .
Your wolf … No , Freya , I think is a Wolf of Destiny , maybe one of fertility .
He stated simply Do you know that while we were mated to each other , there wasnt a single miscarriage to go along with the no deaths of pups or she wolves .
Bridgit has had two miscarriages since you left as well .
he was trying to tell her his thoughts and think it out at the same time .
Thats very sad .
She sighed heavily , Not your fault Belladonna.
I also think something is wrong with Freya .
Ive never felt that much aggression come from her before .
It felt almost like rage , I , would think .
She nodded Ive never felt that much anger before … but … and then she frowned deeply .
As she thought about something , he sat and waited .
She needed a minute , and he wanted her to think about it and be able to talk to him about it as well .
Though he was now having his own thoughts on the matter , shed stated she thought Freya was dying , or leaving me , had been her words , but hed understood what that had meant .
Maybe Freya was leaving Belladonna , and what had just been felt by her and him was her actual wolf , and it was in a filthy rage .
Likely if Freya was Belladonnas mothers wolf , and had over ridden her own beast , it had been locked away inside Belladonna and for a very long time .
That creature would want out and maybe had , for the first time ever , had some semblance of control .
The eye colour was likely her wolfs eyes .
As it tried to push to the surface for the first time .
Though Belladonnas tears and the crying bothered him , shed not cried ever , not once shed stated , that was odd for anybody .
But maybe Freya stopped her from feeling everything , contained all of Belladonnas emotions and if that was the case , it wasnt going to be good when she got them all back .
Belladonna was likely going to be extremely or overly emotional , wrung out by them when they all hit her .
If Freya did leave her completely , she might not even be able to control her emotions at all over the next few days or weeks .
How do you feel ? he asked curiously .
Confused .
She answered simply .
Not what I meant , but that is understandable … What I meant was , do you still feel ་་་ < 98 +8 Points ) disconnected from everything bar the children ? Take a moment to think about that , I have a theory .
He told her , and if his theory was correct hed have to tell her , so she was pre warned about it .
Um … I dont know how I feel .
You and I ? he asked gently .
How do you feel about me ? The last time theyd talked about this particular thing , shed kind of just stared at him .
Our past? he prompted , wondering if he could elicit an emotion from her .
He could see that she was thinking about it , saw a flicker of that brilliant blue , and then it was gone .
I dont know .
She finally shook her head .
Just confused when I look at you .
He nodded , though shed not been confused about him before .
So that was definitely different from her last reaction .
He sat and thought about that flicker of brilliant blue , likely her beast , not Freya , had just looked at him and then either been shoved back or receded from her .
It was , he now thought , that Freya did overlay her own wolf .
And she was prepping to leave , there was likely less control and Belladonnas own wolf could now look at things .
Whitney ? he asked out of pure curiosity .
Their son would be her wolfs son , and there it was a full glow behind her eyes only brief but definitely there .
Oh , that is interesting .
He murmured , Your eyes just glowed at the sound of our sons name , brilliant blue .
He told her , I love him , and Milly .
I am connected to them properly , Belladonna told him , though he already knew that .
They are your flesh and blood … he nodded .
She had willingly blood bonded herself to Milly so established a connection properly to not only herself but her wolf .
Your father ? he questioned and felt it , more anger rolling off of her , even she felt it , her facial expression changed to one of anger as well .
I hate him .
She grated out , and then blinked and stared at him .
He nodded .
She was definitely starting to finally feel things emotionally .
I think Belladonna , I was right and Freya is not your actual wolf .
She has contained her to be with you , and right now , there is a power struggle going on inside of you between Freya and your actual wolf .
I also think Freya is losing that battle , as your own beast tries to emerge in full .
Push Freya away from you , and separate you from her .
But , how is that possible ? she frowned at him .
I dont know , probably to do with whos wolf she actually is and the power they hold .
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Belladonna bit her lip a little .
States she has no Mate down here in the human realm , she was looking at him now , and he could tell she was also thinking about everything now , even who it was that could call Freya out .
Who is the one , that calls her out? he asked gently .
She knew who it was , but hadnt wanted to tell him before .
Im not supposed to say .
She murmured , looking away from him .
Alright , dont .
Thats okay .
He nodded .
She was just doing as she was told by her own wolf , and the one that could call Freya out .
Can you answer me something else then ? Why is Aston allowed to see her? he asked .
Maybe he could figure it out from that .
She nodded Aston is completely loyal , he would never hurt anyone where possible … He loves Mala , more than his own life , and so does his wolf , is a wolf deemed by Freya as True and Devout .
He is not interested in going to war or going out there to take things that arent his .
He is willing to accept everyone into his pack … um , a True Alpha is how she thinks of him .
He nodded slowly as he took in her words .
So , seeing Freya , knowing her type of wolf , that didnt see him clamoring for more power , by using her and what he knew she could do , in other words .
Yes, I guess so .
Belladonna nodded .
Freya once told me she didnt want me to be treated like my mother .
A she wolf that your father used , in other words , and youre going to be just like she was … Freya hid you or maybe your own wolf , from him , from the world .
He murmured thoughtfully .
