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28: BDSM Club?
<<. Selena. >>
A BDSM club? A fuckin BDSM Club?
Oh my God! I think I took a bite bigger than I can chew. As if the idea itself wasn’t enough to traumatize me, I made a mistake by googling ‘BDSM porn‘. Now both my head and my search history are tainted.
Oh my fucking God. I am sure I have lost noteworthy brain cells in that assault last night. Only that could explain my stupid
behaviour.
Stupid, so fuckin stupid.
I call Lena in panic.
‘Selena? Why are you awake yet?” she asks in a drowsy voice, and I glance at the watch. It’s 1 am.
Ummm, I feel like someone has given me a shot of adrenaline,” I admit truthfully.
Wait what? You are supposed to be taking a rest. What were you doing?” She asks, sobering up from her sleep.
I bite my lips. “I… I was curious about BDSM stuff…”
‘And you googled it?”
Yes,” I say, and she howls with laughter.
Why are you laughing?” I complain in a whiny voice.
You made the mistake that I did… Honey, Google is really full of misleading scary stuff.”
That makes me feel better.
So the stuff I watched isn’t real?”
Well, it can be… but it’s not everyone’s cup of tea.”
bite my lips, wondering if I should ask her about her experience.
You guys have tried that stuff. How did you start?”
Oh… it started small. To test the waters, what we like and what we don’t like. Where are our limits and all…”
Do you think I should visit a BDSM club?”
She goes silent for a moment, then asks, “Make your first visit a very light one. But with whom you are going? Do you trust this Guy?”
[ pause at her question.
I don’t know if I trust M or not. I want to, but honestly I don’t know him.
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He went overboard and assigned me a BodyGuard. But should I trust him?
“I don’t know. I tell her quietly.”
“Okay! Listen Selena, this is very important. I feel you should only try someone tying you up only if you trust him. So meeting him at a club is actually a good idea, because they make sure nobody crosses any limits. But don’t meet this guy at his place or something unless you trust him. Okay?”
I nod. We talk some more for a while, then end the call. Once I feel better, I finally fall asleep. Still unsure but less at edge.
Next morning, I get ready and go to the living room for breakfast. My heart is thumping hard in anxiety. I shouldn’t get nervous, but I am worried about what questions dad will ask me.
When I walk into the dining area, the fragrance of pancakes hits me and my nervousness fades away. Dad is cooking today. He used to cook me pancakes when I was upset. I never imagined he would do this for me this morning. I was rather expecting he would be angry and annoyed with me.
“Sweet pancakes it is today,” He declares. I smile widely and take a seat at the dining table. I glance at Nikkie and Joy. They are glaring at me. It makes me grin even more.
“Morning Ladies.” I greet them, trying to keep the sarcasm out of my voice.
Nikkie rarely stays at the Sterling mansion, but I guess she wanted to see dad bursting out at me this morning. Such a disappointment
for her.
And a pleasant relief for me.
Dad walks toward us with the last batch of pancakes in his hands. He takes a seat with us.
‘Orin! Join us. Selena has wonderful news to share. I want you here when she shares it,” He says.
It makes my heart flutter. His voice is light, and it looks like he is not angry anymore. But I am feeling a little on edge.
‘Are you not angry with me, Dad?”
He gives me a rueful smile. “Why should I be angry with you, Selena? I am angry at myself… and Nikkie.” He gives her a hard glare.
How long have you known she was married?” He asks Nikkie and my mouth goes slack.
Did the sun rise from the west today?
“What? You should ask her dad. Not me.”
Dad shakes his head and cuts his pancake. “I lost the right to be angry at Selena, the day I failed to track her on time.”
“Alfred, don’t be like this… you were sick,” Joy holds dad’s hand to comfort him.
He pulls his hand away and says, “Yes… and this is why I trusted Nikkie and Caleb to find out where Selena was… Caleb has already shown me his colors and I am curious how long Nikkie knew Selena’s whereabouts and didn’t inform me?”
My heart is beating fast. I never expected dad to confront Nikkie.
Wow!
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- I am not sure if she was indeed married.” She admits, without answering the real question.
Dad raises his brow, then she clarifies.
I have found some records where she is listed as the spouse of some M Miller.”
Oh Fuck!
It means I cannot use Liam’s name now. But I don’t even know M’s full name. Oh God. It won’t look good.
But she was living alone in New York and it’s confusing. But she admitted she is married so I guess we should ask her..” Nikkie turns
the conversations towards me.
I met him two years ago, and we got married in Las Vegas.” I look at dad and tell him. I try to keep the story close to the truth.
He saved me…” I lie. “I don’t want to talk about details But I was depressed, and he saved me. Therefore, I got married to him… He is a nice Guy… and a wonderful person.”
Dad’s eyes water, and he holds my hand across the table.
I am sorry I wasn’t around Selena. I really suck being a father.”
I shake my head. “Don’t be like this, Dad. Let bygones Be bygones.” I say.
But what does he do? And why are you not living with him?” Joy asks and I internally roll my eyes at her for ruining a perfect
noment with dad.
He owns an interior designing company, and He is usually out on tours. He stays with me whenever he is visiting town.”
His Full Name?” Dad asks me.
M Liam Miller.” I make it up on the go. God bless me.
I call him Liam.” I hope this doesn’t blow up in my face.
)ad frowns, then exclaims, “That Man! In the hospital!” He says and I wince, then nod.
Oh my God!”
de laughs.
You are such a sneaky little girl… So you are staying with him at the hotel. Not Lena?” He says and I nod.
Not the truth, but I guess it’s for the best.
He saved you..” Dad states in a gentle voice.
Dad gets up and comes near me to hug me. I get up and hug him back.
Uncle Orin pats my back and congratulates me quietly. Expressions on Nikkie’s and Joy’s faces are phenomenal. I am so glad I waited for the night to tell the details. Dad’s good mood made things way easier for me.
“So, when can we meet him? A proper introduction!”
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“We should make a press release. I don’t know how the media will consider the news. Considering he is just a guy with a small business, I assume. Never heard of his name,” Joy says. “This is not a good match.”
I look at dad and tell him, “He is a better person, Dad. Much better than Caleb.” I take an indirect jibe. “But dad, he is a private person. Both of us dislike media attention. So I don’t want to make this news public. Not yet.”
Dad nods and sighs heavily. “Media doesn’t do any good, anyway. I wish I could figure out some way to keep them out of my life.”
I promise Dad I will invite Liam for dinner as soon as he visits the city. We finished the breakfast happily.
By the time I come back to my room, I cannot help but feel a little wary about the fact that Dad will be heartbroken if he figures out
all this wedding and everything is a fake drama. I have to be very careful to keep up the act.
I shove the worry away and try to feel happy about the fact that he is trying to improve his relationship with me.
It means a lot to me.
After lunch I browse kink sites to figure out what I should wear for my evening with M. Just looking at kinky outfits and collars
makes my pussy throb. I am getting a little eager for my date tonight.
It will be considered a date. Right?
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